Good Morning world.

Wakey at 2pm or 3pm has been the "morning" in my world for sucha long time.
Last night before I went bed, I've played some music to keep me asleep.
And I wakey feeling so good cos XiaoYu, Jay, PennyDai, JJ and NanQuanMaMa sang me to bed! Hahaha

Oh yea, out of boredom, I've baked a Unbaked Lemon Cheesecake the other day.
I've googled up the recipe from Google (abuden) and just simply tried it out when boredom struck me.
Turned out, not bad, I likey many, except that the cheese is way too soft, more like cream than cheese actually, it's made of cream cheese anyway so what do you expect?
And out of boredom, I kept running towards my kitchen and opened the fridge for another plate of cheesecake yesterday.
This shall prove that it really tastes good. I might have some talent in the cuisine/food and beverage field. Muahahahaha.
In conclusion, out of boredom, I'd get few pounds extra just because I need to eat something to keep boredom away.

This is the 3rd Sunday in Brunei.
Still boring.
Hahahahahahaha

What do you expect of a 2nd Sunday in Brunei? Let me tell you mine. It's been an insane act and people's been calling me crazy/idiot/stupid/foolish/mad/sick or whatever u call it.

On a typical Saturday, I've been a good girl staying on my mom's side with her while she's doing her groceries, except the fact that I left and walked for a cup of EasyWay with my sis. I don't know if Saturday's such a good and lucky day that everyone seems to be holding their party that day. My GrandMa's Bday/Min's mom's Bday/WeiDeng's Bday (don't even know him, just that it's held at Lu's place so I went, cos Lu said 'With or without him, party's still on' hahaha)

My bitch Ting has been a real bitch that day. She said that if she were not there at 7pm to watch Pei's ASQ last round with Lu, she'll be the A cup airport and if she made it, she's gna be a BO BA, with big boobies. And when I texted and asked if she's an airport or D cup owner just to check out whether she has claimed her 'boobies', she replied 'Not D Cup, I'm E Cup now.' *puke dao wo si*

After dinner at home, went to Lu's at around 9. Sing K-ed, played games, shouted, screamed, laughed, joked, finished up a bottle of Absolute Pear, which to my surprise, doesn't taste THAT bad, got a lil tipsy therefore I sat at a side choosing to talk instead of drinking anymore cos I need to wakey early the next morning.

It was already 4am when we finally cleaned up and went to Semporna for supper/breakfast, u name it. Weird enough, Semporna seems like a place full with tipsy and nocturnal beings who needs to freshen up before hitting the road home as I saw lots with rosy cheeks over there. The BF came and fetched me after his friend's another party. He seemed to be drinking even more than I did, cos he smelled both like a liquior bottle and ashtray. I drove home that day and when I got home I just dropped dead on my bed.

It was 6am when my sis woke me up. With less than an hour's sleep, I am to keep to my promise to go jungle trekking with her. It was actually an activity organised by Guang Hui and I'm kehpoh enough to join just bcos I have nothing better to do. So yes, on the 2nd Sunday Morning in Brunei, I went to jungle hiking with a whole gang of juniors which I don't even know any single person except my sister. Dumb enough. Actually at first I have company, just that someone ffk-ed me. Hmpfff.

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I was wearing shorts that day and thorns and branches been ripping both of my legs off while hiking. Slipped off a few times as a result of wearing a pair of converse there. Added up few scars up on my legs. The air at 6am to 7am was really mesmerizing. Sucha magical feeling with some sorta enchanting power. I feel soooooooo energetic and goood and healthy.

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We actually were given the options between a long distance trip or short distance trip. And since we were already there to hike, why not give full effort in challenging ourselves? As a result, spent 2 or 3 hours pulling my old body up and dragged down and pulled up and got down again under the hot sun, non stop. Imagine walking on a flat surface for 3 hours and it should be tiring enough. Imagine going up and down in a jungle for 3 hours, without sleep the previous night, DIE. But after hours of struggle, finally, WE FINISHED THE TORTURING JOURNEY.

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The small miniature building is PTE btw and this is the view when we were about to finish the whole thing. Actually the journey was quite entertaining, as there's actually a walking jukebox with us. 2 or 3 of the juniors who were behind me has been singing from 0% to 70% of the journey and the song they sang was quite funny. At first, there's AhNiu's 'ROTI CANAI, NASI LEMAK, all sorts of malaysian food song' which made the first part of the journey quite hungry already. Haha. Then there's Teresa Teng's song. Then there's Right Round. Then theres Lollipop. Then there's Sugar. Then there's Right Round's Chinese Version. Then there's LiShenJie's song. Then there's Jay's Kai Bu Liao Kou. Then there's lots more. Haha. Really entertaining. The remaining 30% has been really quiet cos I think it's either that they are toooooooo far behind us or toooooooo tired to open their mouth already. Hahahaha

So after the whole journey, we were given 2 coupons to redeem for food and drinks.

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Back in Secondary School, there's this Milo Truck that's distributing free Milo right? And with kiasu Wen, when there's free Milo, it will be...

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In a bottle rather than cups. Hahahahahhahaha. Aiya save time and energy to queue up again when you know one cup is just toooooooooooooo little after the whole tiring journey. I need glucose!

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Free Sandwitch. Ready to eat. Just open and stuff it in your mouth, then munch =)

So while still in my smelly tee, we went to Lucky's for breakfast. Lucky that Lucky's full with people but I know none of them. My ugliest, most 'diuga' and smelliest outfit. Haha.

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Headed home right after showered and dropped dead on bed at 12. Wakey at 5pm still feeling dead. BF said I look amazingly weird when I do not talk much cos I is dead fish. No can blame, I feel like slapping myself in hope to be lively and bubbly again. Slept at 4 or 5am feeling fresh right now.

Learn the lesson? Never go hiking without proper sleep. Takes up 2 days to be energetic again.

What do you expect of a Sunday Morning in Brunei? Sleep until it's noon? Wakey early morning to have a scrumptious meal in FongManLou or Lucky, stuffing Siumais and HarGaos down your throat? For my first Sunday Morning back in Brunei, I'm lucky enough to coincide my return with CHMS's funfair. Albeit it's name 'FUN'fair which is supposed to be fun, it seems dull enough for me this year. Was it my problem, the fact that I'm no longer a young bubbly teen or is it hat the juniors ran out of fresh ideas in setting up their booths? You tell me.

It was an incredibly hot blistering Sunday afternoon, I've failed to wakey early to CHMS, which at the same time failed to keep to my promise to lil bro of going at 10am, as usual, which is actually expected. Haha. Funfair was no fun at all. More like foodfair. No terrifying ghost house nor horse rides nor fun shooting games. All they've got are Ayamku's, Chill's, TK Restaurant's, Kingston's (where I saw Jeff, Ting's sis working that day) and Bouncer (which I bumped into GheeVui and got to know that she's back in Bru already and working on behalf of her uncle). Sounds boring ain't it? It was boring. And I felt that I'm really the 'past' cos usually when I go CHMS, I'll bump into some juniors or friends which I'd be able to recall who they are and what their names are from my pathetic brain capacity, but not this time round. I found every single one who walked by were simply anonymous for me. And noone waved and said hi. It's as if I'm just a bygone, where my name remains in the history, in the graduation year book.

There goes my weekend. Monday came and was actually planning to go for a badminton game with the BF. Just before hopping into the BF's car, called Ting to give her a lecture of ffk-ing me on Sunday. There she was apologizing and said she was going for a badminton game with her colleague. Then blahblahblah and anyway, I went for a few games of badminton with her gang. Still the same dry stick which is as white as snow, with thick face as thick as dictionary Ting.

I passed my weekdays with Gossip Girls, Prison Break and The Sims 3. Still as lifeless as ever. But I've been a good auntie. Teehee. (Realised that being an auntie doesn't sound like a compliment) Unpacked my luggage and hanged my clothes in the closet, which I'll usually unpack only after 2 weeks, I'm that lazy, mind you =) I've made Pearl Milk Tea, homemade at home! In case you want to know, I've bought the pearls from the Sunway-Deperate-For-A-Man-Auntie and home cooked at home, 70% as good as Auntie-Desperate I'd say. The Q-ness? Check! The sweetness? Check! Nice Tea? Check as well, thanks to my great sister who makes the best Tri-Colour-Milk-Tea on earth. But looking at how she makes the tea, I'd decided to take less dose of it as it's freaking fattening. Made sushi as well due to boredom. Gna bake cookies maybe tmr, all thanks to almighty BOREDOM!

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The uncooked lil pearls.

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The cooked born to be tadpoles. The eggs of Mrs.Toad/Froggie/what-ever.

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The 300kcal per cup Tri-Colour-Milk-Tea.
Drink this for one week everyday after meal and I'll assure you that you are not far away from being called FATASS!


4 months of boredom.

I know what it gna make me into.

A great chef.

or rather, a great gourmet.

or rather, a fat ass before everything.

Anyone throwing a party somewhere?

Put me in your guest list.

I is dying, you no can murder me, no you can't.

Holiday over in KL has officially ended and I'm now laying my butt on my bed in my comfy Brunei room. Within these 10 days in KL, lots fun we have and lots jokes we cracked, with mixture of gossips and facts (you judge yourself). Went shopping, sing K, Cheras Night Market, Sungai Wang, Cameron Highland, dined in Tenji which is super good. Just within this short 10 days, I had 3 nights of alcohol gathering night. I think I'm starting to like the heat that's burning in the throat. Haha.

Today's the 2nd day I'm back here and boredom is starting to kill me, partly bcos I'm getting infuriated by the fact that I'm gna be the same for the four months? Four freaking months. All I feel like doing is eat eat eat. Damn, sure gain fats. Last night once I landed in Brunei, my Easyway is already waiting for me in the BF's hands. Haha. He knows me best. Finished up the 350ml Green Apple flavoured Green Tea, next we headed over to his place for the dinner. 5 satays, a bowl of mee soup and beehoon in the stomach. As if not enough, when I got home, I cooked myself the famous MeeGoreng from Indonesia with some beef. All food is being consumed since I landed at 9 plus till 12am or 1am. Die. Sure fat till I die.

Today is better. I had a bowl of mee soup, EasyWay, 2 kebabs, Nachos. Shit, not any better. Hahahahahha.

Damn. This post is getting lamer. Colourless. Lifeless. Foodful.

Like the life I lead in Brunei.

Die Die Die.

Boredom is strangling my neck.

Helppppppppppppppp

From tmr onwards, you won't be seeing me online until I is back in Bru.
And that's on the 4th of June.
Life's gna be real boring without internet.
Anyhoooooo, happy holidays people =)

Good Morning world, it's 9am and I am awake on a Sunday morning. I wake up early in the morning to what? Okay, I just have to be honest and tell you. I'm going to jog. Okay. That's not funny. Alright, I'm still awake and haven't sleep since last night. Just shut up cos' it's Missie SPY's birthday yesterday and okay, it's a Saturday night so we happy happy lo.

And I smell like a bottle of whisky right now. You get what I mean.

Bought a bouquet of bunga for her. Ada sui dao. Macam many hati to buy for her right? But actually it's bcos I thought that we didn't/haven't/is going to buy present for her so to let her less paiseh, so we just bought a bouquet of flower to give her face first. So we went to Ole Ole Bali which I always wanted to go for dinner. It's okayokay only I'd say, I still love my Manhattan Fish Market. No baby BarBQ Plaza, I did not forget about you. Muacks!

So after dinner straight went to WeiHong's place at Ridzuan which seem like such an awesome place to me, not the limited food choices but their unit with a living room THAT big, a bedroom so cosy. Have a drink and after called Victor up and asked him to bring us to a mamak yamchar. Now I wonder if he smells like an onion just now cos I just read his blog and he mentioned that Ridzuan tak ada h20. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Then went to WeiHong's place and have few shots again watching them play poker. I just don't dare to sit down and play myself cos I'm afraid to lose my chips. Hahaha. Talked lots over at the balcony, been long time since I had any 'heart2heart' session, that's what Ting and I used to name the session where we spilled to each other of the thoughts that we usually don't talk about in the public. Like how you feel bout XXX and what is so bad about ZZZ that you think he should do. But now we upgrade abit already, as the number of my age started to increase, the topics I now talk is getting more mature. Now Pei and I was talking about society, like how is it like and what is the employers looking for in employees and how should we balance between interpersonal relationship with colleague and the success you gain if you win boss's heart. This two variables are like sharing an inverted relationship, if you get what I mean.

I am feeling super hungry now and I want to bed.

But I want to finish this post.

Guess I'll continue again later.

I do things a lil 'suibian' these days.

I've been to hell and back.
I've been to torture and survived through it.

Finally finished all my exam papers and all I could say is that I've underestimated it. Not that I have not put enough effort in it, I've never ever do my revision under such overwhelming stress level before. Like I have started my revision like 1.5 months in advance, organized group study after class at 5pm until the librarian started chasing us out at 10pm, went to SzY's place for group study from 1pm till 6am. Yes, you did not read wrongly, that's how much effort we all have put in.

It turns out that the outcome is not what I have expected with the amount of effort I've put in. It's hard for me to recall what I've actually done this few days but I have no regrets like at all. The only regret is that my mom did not give birth to me with a larger memory capacity, I have forgotten every single lil thing that I've revised one month ago. It sucks big time. It sucks big time knowing that you have tried your very best, really really tried your best in doing all revision and upon receiving and reading the exam paper, all you feel like doing is run to a lamp post and bang hard.

This berating on myself mainly comes from the CF paper, the last paper I have sit just now. Just by thinking of it makes me feel like crying. Really, if I am able to materialise the amount of regret, I'll say it's almost the same as losing RM1000. So upon reading the paper, I've been struggling and looking for the question that's from the same planet that I come from. My expectation level drops to the minimum, from getting a distinction straight to a pathetic 35 pass. That's how tough the paper was. I've been struggling throughout the paper, moving my pen from 4pm until 7pm, and did 5 questions. I was still worrie that I might not get a pass. When the time is up, I turned to my left and saw my friend filling in only 4 question numbers, and I thought "Owh shit, why didn's she try even if she don't know? It's such a waste of marks". And I sat there waiting for the examiner to collect my paper. Right after that, I went out and realised that I have to answer 4 questions only. This sucks big time. I almost cry on the spot. I did not know the answer for question 1 but I thought I should just simply answer it, at least I will get some marks for the workings. So I just tried. This is the biggest mistake that I've done cos we only need to answer 4 questions. I answered 1,2,3,4,6. You say die or not this time? And worse, I've wrote two pages for the question 6 so I'm pretty confident that I'll get at least 15 out of the 25 marks. Now I'm pretty confident that I will be back for the referral during August. Damn it. I've never feel tat I'm such trash like I feel right now. Damn emo.

Anyway, just for future reference when I get the result.

Okay, Ewen, for FA, you did not balance your consolidated balance sheet. Your CFS is okay for sure. But let's see, your theory part was okay okay cos I don't remember anything from it right now.

For your Audit, sucks to the big time again cos you spent a whole week trying to figure out the answers for the past year questions and when you were answering it, you realise your brain is already dead, resulting from the excessive readings the previous night, or would I say morning?

For your MA, surprisingly, the pre-exam revision worked out pretty well. This I would say is the best subject that you did, based on the exam paper that you've did. All thanks to Mister Soh Kean Yew (I wrote full name as it is one sort of respect), our MA part time lecturer who is definitely better than Mister Fan. Without you, I don't think I'll complete and fill up all the answers, not leaving any with blanks. I owe u big time.

For your TTP, sucky again cos the day before exam, worst happen, by that I mean your bloody period. Zero revision done cos you seriously can't even sit straight and need to swallow painkillers to ease your pain. This painkillers might has made you blur and lose your concentration to a certain extent so all those readings 1.5 months ago have been officially a waste right now. You did not remember a single thing. You were feeling so bad during exam cos your uterus is trying to play a fool out of you, which explains why you come out an hour earlier before the exam ended.

For your CF, prepare for referral please. The day before the exam you were having major headache, might be the side effects of the painkillers, I ain't sure. I just wish that Mister Kenneth will notice that I bu xiao xin answered question 1, please mark my question 6 instead of 1. I don't want to be back during August!!!

Anyway, other than studies. Let's talk about something else. This wil be a long post cos I don't know, there's a lot that I want to vent out. So Patrick and Melly is actually one thing right now, officially, which gave me the biggest shock of the month. No you two did not freak me out, it's just that I am pretty stupid to not realise anything before the announcement on facebook.

So, I've sent my Internship Application to HSBC earlier, just tried one company and I was prompted for an interview. Few days later I was informed that they need an intern for their website designing and asked how good am I. I know that I'm not really good, just know the basics and I was frank and told them that. Awaiting for reply but don't think I really gna work? Dno. Lots of issue.

So, today was the last day of exam and I'm officially in a holiday right now, for 4 freaking months. I will be staying here for 10 days more, for trips to Penang or Malacca maybe, which is subject to changes cos I think we're still in the planning stage. Just wish things will work through. Cos if it's not, what's the use for me to stay till June when I came shake my bumbum and say bye maybe tmr? So after the CF exam, went to Puchong for ShabuShabu. A very creative way of serving food I'd say. Will attach picture soon, maybe tmr cos if I am to upload pictures again I'll take forever to update my blog. Then right after that joined Pei, WanYen, Wendy, VoonVoon and Diana for Night at the Museum 2. Bloody funny. Loving it =)

So, today is Pei's birthday and to my dahhhhhhhhhhhhlengggggg. Happy big 2 zero. Sounds old to me right now but guess I'll join you next year to the big 2 zero club. Huggiehugs. Rou ma de hua I'll tell you next time cos I'm in a hurry in finishing up this post cos I've been writing non stop and it's 5.29am right now. I many cheng yi de hoooooo

So, I've been the KaiMa of owh-so-cute Louis, the offspring of A&W for almost one week cos the mama went to Thailand. Damn cute I'd say. Post picture next time.

So, I've been to Astro's recording for three or four times already for the shooting of the ASQ 09. Just feel like getting involve more in things like this instead of balancing and checking some people's accounts. But I have to be a bitch if I wna be someone popular in their circle so I think it's better not to be involved as well. I hate troubles.

So, what's next? Owh well, 10 days more. What to do?
1. Go Cheras Night Market.
2. Spend the RM50 cash voucher from Padini.
3. Go Broga Hill, I wonder if the promise is still kept? Hmm. I wonder.
4. Go Sing K sing till I drop.
5. Go play badminton till noone's gna say I'm fat.

So, back to Bru, what to do?
Options
1. Find a job.
2. Go paktoh everyday and be a queen at home.
3. Go eat till I turn fair fair fat fat.
4. Go exercise till I become 36, 24, 35. Kiampui. Shrug the stomach off.
5. Be a brilliant driver.

Ignore my english vocab, sentence structure and spellings for this post.
I'm typing using Primary 4 student's english standard. Judge me.
Hahahahaha
Tell me how did you do for your papers people
Bah. I keesiao already. Nights.