In the midst of midnight oil burning.

It's back to college after one very short semester break. Then I realise, it's already the 10th of December, reaching the end of 2009. I have not changed much, I thought, and I am merely just the cockroach that has not evolved with time. Revolution, they call it, and when is mine coming? A drastic change in life, that's what I'm waiting for. It's not like I'm not satisfied with life, just that I just couldn't settle down. I' think I'm looking forward for something. Something could possibly be anything, but I just don't know what it is.

Anyway, these days we have been talking about trips. Chengdu, HongKong, Macau and specifically Taiwan. I didn't have a lot of opportunity for being a tourist when I was young. Back there, there is no AirAsia and travelling by air is deemed as a luxury to us, well, at least to my family it is. We kids get to go travel to China with grandparents every year, but we somewhat have to queue and take turn. And when it is finally my turn to be on board, shit happened, which I don't remember what, how and why, I am left with a disappoint heart.

Airfares were made so freaking cheaper cos of competition. No, I am not doing some analysis on the market but rather being pathetic cos despite the low fares, I am still stuck within this two continents, Borneo Island (eh, it's just an island) and Peninsular Malaysia (eh, it's just a peninsular). Sigh. After dreaming, we all were hit hard by the reality. The reality that assignment due date is just two days later. So we stayed up late night. So we talked about it even across the lunch and dinner table. So we regretted not starting earlier. So we kept commenting on facebook. So we became such a multi-tasker.