The Pre June Thoughts

On and off, on and off. The thought of leaving is on, and off.

There's a whole list of establishment or should I just say chores, that I want to be doing.

One, take my P1 and P3 end of the year.

Two, expand this online business.

Three, do my part time accounts job.

Four, get a little taste of marketing job.

Five, start achieving PER.

Six, venture into part time tutoring job.

Seven, to have a regular weekly exercise routine.

Out of these 6, I'm already processing 4 of it. However, it started to startle me how inefficient I am doing. Sometimes I've been doing so many things at once that I don't know what exactly am I heading towards to. Was it self achievement? Was it money oriented? Was it purely to escape from reality? Or was it just pointless?

So many times that I've written the draft for this blog and just leave it there. Do I have too many things on mind? Am I doing too much that I didn't excel in any one of it? What exactly do I want to do in life?

However, today marks a very contented and satisfying day since a very long time ago. I can see my calendar are slowly jotted down with numbers and events on my June desk calendar! Finally, something to expect off in life. First, June 17th - 19th will be Core Value Training which the company is sending us to attend. Then, 18th June for a wedding dinner. Finally, 20th to 26th for long holiday to KL! Wuhoooo! I don't know, writing all these down make me feel like I'm keeping track of my life.

July wil then be the exhausted month for the holy bank account. My part time job will be moving to an office at the Mall, and I will then have a desk there (hopefully) and hope everything can goes smoothly and everything will be in its place.

August the anticipation will then come because from the 16th of Aug to 26th of Aug, I will be having a long long holiday at TAIPEI! Wuhoooo!

Then September, October, November wil come. These three months serve as the restoration months for the holy bank account. December will be exam for P1 and P2.

There goes my 2011! It's kinda good to have something to expect everyday. At least these expectations can be the reason for one to work hard and live through the days.

I'll just hope my passion for life would still be there through out these hard days. Too many things to do but too little time. Actually, that kind of make me feel alive!